![]() Somehow, this -sticks- with me more than any other game I’ve failed to complete. Congratulations: I have no idea how your mind works.īecause, you guys. You may be asking yourself now, “Nikki, why are you tormenting yourself over this? That seems kind of unnecessary. Someone who didn’t make it all the way, someone who just didn’t have the determination in her to make it out alive. It all makes me feel that I must be Someone Else. ![]() That’s the whole thrust of the hero’s journey: their never-ending determination allows them to do what they do. And yet I’m surrounded on all sides by friends who HAVE finished it. ![]() It was too tough for me, difficulty-wise, and it was FAR too tough for me, emotionally. It was magnificent, needless to say.īut I still just can’t quite get past the fact that I did not finish the game. I got to experience, vicariously, everything from Undyne to the ‘true pacifist ending’. So instead, I watched the rest of the pacifist route as played by someone else. It was reaching the point of “Your real life friends are worried about you, Nikki”. Playing the game and subjecting myself to more of that emotional beating first-hand would have been downright irresponsible. Seriously, you guys didn’t see me, but over the past two weeks I’ve been a gen-u-ine wreck of a person. But playing the game had become so utterly painful, to me personally, it touched so many wounds I have, that I didn’t feel I could do it. I let her kill me, and walked away from the game.īack in real life, I knew finding out the “whole story” (or as much of it as reasonably possible, I never try to dig out every cranny of a rabbit hole, that way lies madness and I just don’t have the time) was going to drive me insane if I didn’t do it. On one of those playthroughs, her dialog got to me. Even though I figured out the ‘run’ thing, Undyne kept killing me. By then, the depths of the backstory I was uncovering were beginning to weigh so heavily on my heart that playing the game filled me with dread. Continued on the pacifist route, without any killing accidental or otherwise, til I got to Undyne. UNDERTALE PERFECT PACIFIST FULLMy full story, vastly condensed: I accidentally killed Mom on my first run. Hell, I even love you! Please be kind to me – my heart is broken. I’m sharing this with you because, as dumb as it sounds, it haunts me. I’m making this thread A) in the hopes nobody has already done so, I did check but I’m not omniscient B) in the hopes that it will rest on its own merits as useful and helpful to others and people won’t realize I’m really just doing this to try and fill in a wound I have personally. And as much as I respect, adore, and enjoy this game, it DID hurt me, and I DO need healing. It’s become my conviction that earnestly, unguardedly sharing my emotions and experiences is the path to healing. We’re all gushing emotion and reactions and pheromones and who knows what else. experiencing this game has been a giant emotional bomb for everyone I know. Continued abuse of our services will cause your IP address to be blocked indefinitely.So…. Please fill out the CAPTCHA below and then click the button to indicate that you agree to these terms. If you wish to be unblocked, you must agree that you will take immediate steps to rectify this issue. If you do not understand what is causing this behavior, please contact us here. If you promise to stop (by clicking the Agree button below), we'll unblock your connection for now, but we will immediately re-block it if we detect additional bad behavior. ![]() Overusing our search engine with a very large number of searches in a very short amount of time.Using a badly configured (or badly written) browser add-on for blocking content.Running a "scraper" or "downloader" program that either does not identify itself or uses fake headers to elude detection.Using a script or add-on that scans GameFAQs for box and screen images (such as an emulator front-end), while overloading our search engine. ![]() There is no official GameFAQs app, and we do not support nor have any contact with the makers of these unofficial apps. Continued use of these apps may cause your IP to be blocked indefinitely. This triggers our anti-spambot measures, which are designed to stop automated systems from flooding the site with traffic.
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